Hmmmm

Real life

Well hey again.

i have come to realise there are types of songs/experiences/situations that make you think about life etc. for me, these tend to be bad memories of my childhood or quiet guitar songs by metal bands....i.e. "into the dead sky" by at the gates...

anyho. party at ben's night before last, for berna. I wont say it was the best party that ive ever been to, but it rated ok. Of particular mention was the departure of a mate from school to go for an apprenticeship. i wont ask why, and am not even going to think about it. point is eric had a fucking good reason and was doing something for himself - and i wish him the best in it + whatever else he goes on to.
Someone made the comment that all the parties our group has now are getting depressing and shit, like people only spread rumors/publicly backstab/are cunts/depressed. i for one think it aint that bad. life is what you make it most of the time, and you choose to a greater extent wether you want to be happy or not. Drink more, talk more, laugh more. Sit in the corner. Observe. Its up to you.

Formal coming up. tomorrow night in fact. everything is ready, all is organised. conflict still ensues over arrangements between the women. anticipation...

im sure we'll all look back and say we loved it. enough shit has passed. how bout we all enjoy this shit eh?

posted by Dave @ 4:40 PM